Day 2 = fail
Day 3 = FUCK
Why can't I just do what I set out to do. Sometimes I hate having friends. I am sociable a lot of the time because I need friends, I need to be sociable. Sometimes it pisses me off. I celebrated the last of my exams with alcohol yesterday and dang what a waste of calories. Well over 250. I swear yesterday was an awful day, one of my worst in a while. I ate/drank: Two weetabix biscuits, small piece of spongebob cake, 1 x bulmers pear, 2 x kopperbergs pear, 1 x packet of tayto crisps. Then I was a little drunk and came home and munched out. =[ fml. A whole packet of supernoodles, 20 brussel sprouts, a small yogurt, handful of fries with bbq sauce. Why oh fucking why. Today will be better. I am only going to have a plate of brussel sprouts and that is all. I don't deserve anything else. I hate this diet, it makes me feel like shit. I can do 250 days but when I set out to do it I fail. It's too much, too hard. I can't do it. I give up.
I was so ashamed of myself I almost didn't post. Good luck to the other girls though who are doing this aswell. Hope it goes well for you guys xx.
DietCokePleasexxx
I just binged.. :(
ReplyDeleteDon't sweat it. For me, it always seems harder when I try to limit myself to a certain number of calories. It seems on the days when I have no set limit, I do better. I set my max between 750-1000. It's low(ish) and it's easy to obtain unless I eat all three meals a day or drink things besides water. But focus on the positives. Don't give up. Just pick yourself up and try again. You can do it.
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