So I haven't blogged in a while. I even checked my diary and I haven't written in it in 4 weeks! I guess I was a mixture of having hardly any time to myself for a while and being ashamed. I am home and I swear I cannot control myself! I just can't. I am always good during the morning in placement. I keep my calorie to around 400-500. Then I go home and my mum makes me eat dinner err, and I want to so really it's my fault. I feel so fat. fml.
Good news though that makes me want to change slightly is that I'm gonna be a godmama. XD I wana be the best godmama eva! Im not religious, but which godparents really are these days, besides I googled it and I am so excited. My friend S has just found out she is pregnant. 7 weeks or so. Due date is in January. qwjfhiuahfuehgiahgoaehgohgowhegqwfnpqeuwhf;nug
Ahh bittersweet....why can't I be normal? and just enjoy everything without constantly calorie counting. meh! I don't want go back to uni in Liverpool because I want to stay and help my friend with her baby and be around for it, but I also want my degree and I know when I live away from my parents I can restrict easily. Decisions decisions...
Anyway sorry about not blogging....I am going to catch up on all your lovely blogs now. xx