Friday, 22 April 2011

Day 3 of 250 a day

Day 1= fail
Day 2 = fail
Day 3 = FUCK

Why can't I just do what I set out to do. Sometimes I hate having friends. I am sociable a lot of the time because I need friends, I need to be sociable.  Sometimes it pisses me off.  I celebrated the last of my exams with alcohol yesterday and dang what a waste of calories.  Well over 250.  I swear yesterday was an awful day, one of my worst in a while.  I ate/drank:  Two weetabix biscuits, small piece of spongebob cake, 1 x bulmers pear, 2 x kopperbergs pear, 1 x packet of tayto crisps.  Then I was a little drunk and came home and munched out.  =[ fml.  A whole packet of supernoodles, 20 brussel sprouts, a small yogurt, handful of fries with bbq sauce. Why oh fucking why.  Today will be better.  I am only going to have a plate of brussel sprouts and that is all.  I don't deserve anything else.  I hate this diet, it makes me feel like shit.  I can do 250 days but when I set out to do it I fail.  It's too much, too hard. I can't do it.  I give up.

I was so ashamed of myself I almost didn't post.  Good luck to the other girls though who are doing this aswell.  Hope it goes well for you guys xx.



  1. Don't sweat it. For me, it always seems harder when I try to limit myself to a certain number of calories. It seems on the days when I have no set limit, I do better. I set my max between 750-1000. It's low(ish) and it's easy to obtain unless I eat all three meals a day or drink things besides water. But focus on the positives. Don't give up. Just pick yourself up and try again. You can do it.