Saturday, 19 March 2011

Sneaky Morning Post

It is just about to strike 6am.  I have to post at this time because my sister is asleep and so I won't be discovered posting.  I am so disgusted with myself and yet so pleased.  Disgusted because I have pigged out on at least 1000-1500cals a day for the last two days.  I feel fat and I can't do anything to change that.  I can't purge and I can't exercise. Purge for the obvious reasons of company and exercise because I really hurt my knee on monday night. I can barely walk right now!! I love my sister I do, but I can't wait until she goes home so I can eat a lot less.  Plus my boyfriend is coming on Thursday for a week and then I'm back home for a week for my Westlife concert.  I just can't escape.  Sometimes I wish I didn't have any friends!

I am also very happy because silly me has been reading my new scales incorrectly.  It goes up in 2lbs. (It's not digital) Therefore in the last two weeks I thought I only lost 2lb when in actual fact I lost 4lbs.  Probably put it all back only by now though. Err.  Anyway I thought I would post a picture of myself from fabulous St Paddys day being Irish and all.

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