Hi, First of - sorry I have not posted in months. I feel ashamed, I thought I could get better without posting. I can't and I need this, I need support. Weight gain = is not better, I feel like shit. So I'm back down to 117lbs. Still striving for 100. Naturally.
I am in my second year at uni - oh the joy- it's so much harder. You know what made me relapse and realise I need this. I did so bad on my first assignment of the year. I just scraped a pass. Barely. =[ My school work suffered less when I was happy not eating much, but when I try to eat stress free = more stress. Oh the endless cycle.
So yes I'm hoping you guys are still here for me =]. I will support use again. Hope to hear from everyone. I forgot how much I enjoyed sharing my life. =]